Story 1

* Scene inside a car.

A couple of lover are driving around in town along with the girl's little niece age 7. He slowy stop their car as the traffic light turned to red.

Lady: Oh my... another traffic light. I think this town has too much traffic light.
Men: Dont worry dear...It wont take long.
Little Niece: You can make the light turn to green
Men: How dear?
Little Niece: Blow the traffic light as hard as you can (joking)
Men: Really. Come let us do it ...

(both the men & little niece blow the traffic light as hard as they can be. The lady just laugh to see them with such a silly thing. Seconds later, the traffic light turned into green and...)

Little Niece: See..I told u so (laughing with joy)
Men: Yes. U are right..(smilling)
Lady: U guys are so funny (happy to see them both can get along well)

(they then continued doing so everytime their passing through the traffic light so that it always be green light)

I Dont Wanna Fight - Westlife

I cant sleeo, everything I ever knew
Its a lie without you
I cant breathe, when my heart is broke in two
There's no beat without you

You're not gone but you're not here
At least thtas the way it seems tonight
If we could try to end these wars
I know thta we can make it right
Cause baby

(Chorus)

I dont wanna fight no more
I forgot what we were fighting for
And this loneliness thtas in my heart
Wont let me apart from you
I dont wanna have to try
Girl to live without you in my life
So I'm hoping we can start tonight
Cause I dont wanna fight no more

How can I leave, when everything that I adore
And everything I'm living for girl its in you
I cant dream, sleepless nights have gotme bad
The only dream I ever had is being with you

I know that we can make it right
Its gonna take a little time
LEts not leave ourselves with no way out
Lets not cross that line

(Chorus)

Remember that I made a vow that I would never let you go
I meant it then I mean it now and I want to tell you so

(Chorus)


* change "girl" to "boy" for girl who cried out there... :-)

BFF - Cont.2

After much of consideration, I hereby would like to declared that I agreed to be his friend (not a BFF yet). The reason is that simply because I dont want to make new enemy or pushing people away from me.

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BFF - Cont.

* Yesterday Evening

HIM: Can I call u ....? (my 1st name)
ME: I dont like you to call me by my name
HIM: Then I call u ....(my 2nd name)
ME: I dont like you to call me by any of my name
HIM: Then what should I call you?
ME: (silent)
HIM: And what names are you going to call me?
ME: I'm not going to call you by any names
HIM: Seriously I need to know because I dont like people to call me by names
ME: Dont worry. I'm not going to call u by any names/ur name

....


* Last night

HIM: Hello
ME: Yes
HIM: Are you online?
ME: I'm not
HIM: Why not?
ME:I cant
HIM: Why?
ME: I'm doing something else

* the conversation end up for an hour

* This morning

HIM: Morning
ME: Morning
HIM: Why you didnt pick up the phone?
ME: I went for breakfast. Didnt bring my phone along
HIM: I read ur blog
ME: OK
HIM: Can u be my BFF?
ME: I'll answer that later in my blog
HIM: When?
Me: Soon
HIM: A.S.A.P ?
Me: (silent)



Should I or shouldnt I be his BFF? I need someone to answer/advice me on that. Anyone?

BESTFRIEND FOREVER - BFF

BFF syndrome. I have a few of my own BFF but having my ex-superhero as my BFF is another things that I need to consider. I read about this in an article and at first I can if i really focus on it and see it from the positive sight. But of course it hurt so much as in my case; we went out for more than 5 years and broke up for more than once along the way (for many reasons).End up, again we broke up few week before which is because of my own fault.It is not that I'm seeing someone else but because I said something that hurt him so much and now I need to live with it FOREVER. The truth is that I still do love him (He is my first love thou). But there is no way for us to get back together as he said he has enough already.

HIM: Would like to be my BFF?
ME: (silent)
HIm: I felt like I'd just lost my bestfriend when we broke up...
ME: (I lost someone that I love too and that is YOU)
HIM: U need to move on
ME: One QS (question)
HIM: Yes
ME: Do u still love me or u dont want to be with me anymore even thou I'm the last person on the earth and please answer me honestly by the name of GOD (multiple qs)
HIM: Why is GOD has to do with this?
ME: Because I belief that GOD created us and it is GOD will for anything that happen.
HIM: I do still love you and YES, I'll choose u if u are the last person live on earth
ME: (ah...sakit hati)So, there is no way for us to get back together as there a millions of girl outside there for you to choose
HIM: Change the topic ...
ME: (Silent)
HIM: U need to move on...

*As I still remember and the dialog went on and on...

What should I do? .....

Forever - Mariah Carey

Those days of love are gone
Our time is through
Still I burn on and on
All of my life
Only for you

From now
Until forever
And ever, my darling
Forever
You will always be the only one
You will always be the only one

As long as I shall live
I'll hold you dear..yeah
And I will reminisce
Of our love all through the years

From now
Until forever ....
And ever, my darling
Forever....
You will always be the only one
You will always be the only one

If you should ever need me
Unfailingly, I will return to your arms
And unburden your heart
And if you should remember
That "we belong together"
Never be ashamed
Call my name
Tell me I'm the one you treasure

Forever...
And ever, my darling
Forever
You will always be the only one
You will always be the only one
You will always be the only one

Forever
You will always be the only one
Forever
You will always be the only one
Forever
You will always be the only one
Forever
You will always be the only one
Forever
You will always be the only one

100 Posts by end of June

I still have another 39 posts to go to achieve my target of 100 posts by end of this June. Twelve days to go..hahaha....

Systemic Lupus Erythematosus (SLE or Lupus)

My closest cousin, Mimi were diagnosed with Systemic Lupus Erythematosus (SLE or Lupus). I knew about it when I was visited her during last Gawai. She is still young (a year older than me) and has a cute twin baby boys (I did post few photos on her boys previously).

Lupus is a condition characterized by chronic inflammation of body tissues caused by autoimmune disease. Autoimmune diseases are illnesses that occur when the body's tissues are attacked by its own immune system. Patients with lupus produce abnormal antibodies in their blood that target tissues within their own body rather than foreign infectious agents. Because the antibodies and accompanying cells of inflammation can involve tissues anywhere in the body, lupus has the potential to affect a variety of areas of the body. Sometimes lupus can cause disease of the skin, heart, lungs, kidneys, joints, and/or nervous system. When only the skin is involved, the condition is called discoid lupus. When internal organs are involved, the condition is called systemic lupus erythematosus (SLE).

The precise reason for the abnormal autoimmunity that causes lupus is not known. Inherited genes, viruses, ultraviolet light, and drugs may all play some role. Genetic factors increase the tendency of developing autoimmune diseases, and autoimmune diseases such as lupus, rheumatoid arthritis, and immune thyroid disorders are more common among relatives of patients with lupus than the general population. Some scientists believe that the immune system in lupus is more easily stimulated by external factors like viruses or ultraviolet light. Sometimes, symptoms of lupus can be precipitated or aggravated by only a brief period of sun exposure.

(Read more about SLE)

I pray to God Almighty that she will be alright so that we both can grow old together and gossiping about our motherhood experience (once I have mine), like what we had done while we were back in school days.

May GOD always be with you...

We Belong Together - Mariah Carey

(Ooh, ooh, sweet love, yeah)

I didnt mean it when I said I didnt love you so
I should have held on tight I never shoulda let you go
I didnt know nothing I was stupid, I was foolish
I was lying to myself

I could not fathom that I would ever be without your love
Never imagined I'd be sitting here beside myself
Cause I didnt know you, cause I didnt know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt

The feeling that I'm feeling now that I dont hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips cause I dont have a choice
Oh, what I wouldn give to have you lying by my side
Right here
(cause baby)

When you left I lost a part of me
Its still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together

Who else am I gon' lean on when times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take ur place there aint nobody better
Oh, baby baby, we belong together

I cant sleep at night when you are on my mind
Bobby Womack on the radio saying to me"
"If you think you're lonely now"
Wait a minute this is too deep (too deep)
I gotta change the station so I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break and then I hear Babyface
I only think of you and its breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together but I'm falling apart

I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things, crying
Trying to figure out where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song it aint even half of what I'm feeling inside
I need you, need you back in my life, baby
(We belong together)

When you left I lost a part of me
Its still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together

Who else am I gon' lean on when times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone til the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place there aint nobody better
Oh, baby baby, we belong together baby!

When you left I lost a part of me
Its still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together

Who else am I gon' lean on when times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place there aint nobody better
Oh, baby baby, we belong together

When U're Gone - Avril Lavigne

Always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on ur side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do u see how much I need you right now?

When u're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When u're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When u're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

I never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
They lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do u see how much I need you right now?

When u're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When u're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When u're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah yeah

All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you are here with me
Yeah

When u're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When u're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When u're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

"No Air" by Jordan Sparks feat. Chris Brown

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no Air

(Jordan Sparks)
If I should die before I wake
Its cause you took my breathe away
Losing you is like living in a world with no air

(Chris Brown)
I'm here alone didnt wanna leave
My heart wont move its incomplete
It there was a way that I could make you understand

(Jordan Sparks)
But how do you expect me to live alone with just me? cause my world revolves
around you its so hard for me to breathe

(Jordan Sparks & Chris Brown)
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air?
Cant live, cant breathe with no air
Its how I feel whenever you aint there
Its no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gon breathe without me?
(No Air)
If you aint here I just cant breathe
Its no air, no air

No air, air (x4)

(Chris Brown)
I walk, I ran, I jump, I flew
Right off the ground to float to you
With no gravity to hold me down for real


(Jordan Sparks)
But somehow I'm still alive inside
You took my breathe but I survived
I dont how but I dont even care

(Jordan Sparks & Chris Brown)
So how do you expect me to live alone with just me? cause my world revolves
around you its so hard for me to breathe

(Jordan Sparks & Chris Brown)
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air?
Cant live, cant breathe with no air
Its how I feel whenever you aint there
Its no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gon breathe without me?
(No Air)
If you aint here I just cant breathe
Its no air, no air

No air, air (x4)
No more
Its no air, no air

(Jordan Sparks & Chris Brown)
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air?
Cant live, cant breathe with no air
Its how I feel whenever you aint there
Its no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gon breathe without me?
(No Air)
If you aint here I just cant breathe
Its no air, no air

No air, air (x4)
So how do you expect me to live alone with just me? cause my world revolves
around you its so hard for me to breathe

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air?
Cant live, cant breathe with no air
Its how I feel whenever you aint there
Its no air, no air

(Jordan Sparks) Got me out here in the water so deep
(Chris Brown) Tell me how you gon breathe without me?
(Jordan Sparks) If you aint here I just cant breathe
(Jordan Sparks & Chris Brown) Its no air, no air

No air, air (x3)

No air